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hola! [15 Oct 2006|11:11am]
so this entry is not another sorry ass poem feel bad for me blah blah blah
i am going to write liike an on going story bitches!! get pumped.
this is me and my little happiness cuz house life right now is kinda shit.
I need coffeee!!!!! ill put the link here as soon as i make the story.
love you all my pretties,
Kitty Morphine,OverCastKid, etc.
(i really dont feel like putting my name)
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dont believe that the weather is perfect the day that you die [01 Oct 2006|04:07pm]
He sends shivers down my back and makes me quiver as he speaks.
What can i do with what i lack should i just stay weak?
When i walk with grace, he seems to knock me off with one look.
I am smacked in the face, and dont feel a thing, this is nothing you read from a book.
This is my life and i am in trouble i fell for him as fast as paper in the wind.
I want to be his wife but yet he doesnt know my name and its such a sin.
I want to place my heart in his hands so he know how fast it beats when he is around.
Even if it takes a thousand years to find your love i am bound.
I would wait for you endlessly even if i am misrable to prove my love for you.
Even if, my beautiful one i come out of this battle half and slewed.
As many errors i commit i will always beg for forgiveness.
If you stay or go its your choice but always know ill be in the same place where you left me silver and cold.
My beautiful one stay honest genuine and bold.
i love you ********
love yours,
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welcome to my life [27 Sep 2006|06:22pm]
How does it feel to not get the guy you want and because of your best friend, he knows it too?
How does it feel to be ingnored by him as well?
How does it feel to know your parents dont care about your health and make you run around the house doing arrends despite the pain your in?
How does it feel to know that you might get surgery or even get hospitalized?
How does it feel knowing that everyone around you thinks that your skinny dispite you,yourself thinking you are fat?
How does it feel to have no self esteem and losing friends every second of your life??
How does it feel to know that your a fake and cant do anything right.
Welcome to my life, now tell me who would you rather be??
(No my "friends", this isnt self pity no, it is called looking into your life in someone elses view.)
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ive seen ships fall with more grace than you [25 Sep 2006|07:48pm]
i want a boy that is not afraid to talk to a girl, but is shy at the same time.
One that makes me happy when i am sad.
One that finds me when i run and who can relate to me when i talk nonsense.
I want a boy who I can lean on their shoulder without falling.
One who can fight all pains except love.
One can tell me something that i could only hear.
I want a boy that isnt afraid of kissing me in the pouring rain and can let me hang out with him and his friends.
I want to think about him as i sleep.
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[25 Sep 2006|07:33pm]
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[24 Sep 2006|10:58am]
"This is me at my most honest no heroes no gym class status just Travis":
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well you rock my world [23 Sep 2006|11:53pm]
[ mood | in serious love ]

i wander around the emptiest place just to find your smile.
I see you in my dreams and never want to wake up.
I know these may seem like sweet nothings to you but my life is like a back of a Cd cover just dedicated to you.
your hair pushed to the side as if the wind put it there on perpose.
Your eyes are like murder weapons and blow me away everytime.
You an I can be as perfect as bonnie and clyde, and burn the town we live in.
I would turn this city down just to see you smile.
Even when you laugh at my stupid answers the sound of your laughs make me weak at my knees.
Just think what you can do to me if we locked lips.
I want to see you smile even if i costs me to lose you forever.
You made me relize love and how powerful it really is.

Emo never looked so good.
Love freaking sucks

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"if a body catch a body coming through the rye" [15 Sep 2006|09:25pm]
I run in circles like a little girl running from a monster. but he doesnt seem to go away.
I fall from grace faster than a ship and with obviously much less grace.
Tired as hell but as fearful as a mouse i shout but no one hears me.
He comes closer but i try to get up but again it fails i fall. he comes closer and i am bawling as a child losing a lollipop.
I then fall even more as i escape. i tumble down from cloud to cloud and he seem to float like an angel with such angelic grace.
I run out of clouds and fall down like a rock an then he catches me.
I am terified and helpless unaware of his next move.
He puts me down and again i run away but he seems follow me with out breaking a sweat..
He never want to leave me and seems to stay by my side.
Again i fall weak at my knees. I try to scream but nothing comes out except butterflies.
He stand in front of me. His black hair swaying in the wind like a leaves in the fall.
His eyes so brown when you look in his one almost gets lost like in a black cave.
He has snake bites that make me swoon while i am quivering from the floor.
He comes as pefect as i can get.
Tears stream down his face as he comes closer.
he is now to my level. he comes and touchs my face and says it is fair and smooth.
He is no longer the scary monster i once though he was but a boy who, in the course of an hour igrew to love.
Now he comes closer foreheads touching he cups my hands and puts them to his heart. I feel the thumps two at a time.
Then he starts shaking his heart in my hands and say "Jusst take mmy hearrt!! If it takes that much to prove my love for you."
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i love you Victor Joseph Dishy I will see you in heaven [24 Aug 2006|05:00pm]
I have never been hurt in my life but never did i know it would hurt as bad as yesterday. Yesterday my whole life changed forever and it will forever remain changed with a big hole in my heart. Last night I called my best friend beacause i felt this feeling that something was not right. And that was when it hit me something wasnt right because she answered the phone histrycally crying. I actually never heard her cry like this in my whole life. she had told me something was wrong and her father was going to the hospital. He always was in and out of hospitals for the last three months so at first i thought it was nothing but then i remembered that the last time he went to the hospital she didnt cry so i knew somethoing was wrong.So I then told her to wait and i called my mother she also said that it was nothing but of corse i told her it was something. The next thing i knew i grabbed the car and we were going out to her summer house. I know we were going way past the speed limit but didnt care. To get out to her house it usually takes two hours but we got out there about in an hour and a half. I didnt care. As I got out of the car My best friend came out and she squeezed me as hard as she could and said"my father died" and i first did not believe this and said no dont say that he is just in the hospitial. Then i left her with good care, and ran up the stairs as fast as i could to her mother but even the house felt a little strang since everytime i go to her house it seems that it has a buzzing of her dads t.v. She told me that it was true. At this point i was shocked and ran into her arms as if i was Victors own child and it struck me right then and there that this man Victor Dishy was exactly like my father and this family was my second family. And that moment it was like i was holding my own mother and it felt so great. Then my friend came up the stairs and her house keeper she was the woman who took great care of Victor, and my own mother came and we all hugged for a long time grieving over the man that we all shared love for. Last night we all slept together in the same room but this house still didnt feel right and i guess it wont feel right for a long time and it is quite understandable.
The next post i do will be about how important this man was to me and evryone surrounding him.
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I know I hAVENT COMMENTEDD [06 Jul 2006|07:12pm]
i dnt know nothing really to commet
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falling to the floor with laughter [30 Jun 2006|02:24pm]
read it, think of urselves, laugh or cry
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Kid rocking rights [28 Jun 2006|01:44pm]
i like to add something on my wish for my birthday:
15: A date with chris ( internent god/ writer/ author) http://search.ebay.com/_W0QQfgtpZ1QQfrppZ25QQsassZxdeadxstopx!!!
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sry bout the last entry but... [26 Jun 2006|10:43pm]
This is my really birthday wish for 7 07 06:
1: Super Hero Zip-hoodie from clandestine
2:Mrs. Stress tee from clandestine...
3: Big Big Heart White Zip Hoodie from clandestine
4:Hipster White/Silver Belt from clandestine
5:White "Working Stiff" Tie
6: Patrick 2.0 tee mint not black
7: pink oil spill shirt tank
8:anything juicy
9:Destroyed jeans
11: abercrombie clothes
12: American Eagle
go to www.overcastkids.com
and then go to store
13: the t shirt Fall out boy is for lovers
14:another peircing
love yours,
over cast kid
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anothrer week another dollar [26 Jun 2006|05:18pm]
BIG ACOMPLISHMENT!!! OK TODAY I WOKE UP AT NOT 1 OR 2 O'CLOCK BUT 9 O'CLOCK!! It Just Seems So Happens We Had To Go To The City!! Lets think happy thoughts.... yyay yaya my birthday is next week!!!
ok so anyways........!!! here is my list:

and someother stuff make up, w.e...
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live journal [24 Jun 2006|04:54pm]
i absolutley love lj .... love it cuz it is the only site that u can actually talk about nothing and ppl have an opinion on it ..... ANYWAYS today my cuz and fam hung out on the couch all day... MRS.capone slept on the couch and crushed my glasses... i got them fixed this morning along with going to the liabrary got go ask alice, and others some natzi book and phyco one and the other i is bio on a fat woman
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stalking m&ms on a kitching counter [22 Jun 2006|11:02pm]
[ mood | ditzy ]

first before i write anything happy 87th birthday Gram( Edith)

Ok sorry i didnt write in my journal yesterday but i was so tried after tutoring that all i did was go to Mr. Capone's house (no relation to Mrs.Capone so before you get confused Ill call Mr. Capone Mafia or Karma thanks for that Twisted Youthxx ). I stayed there for yesterday and part of today. The whole time I was there i ate and then i read half of my book( easy) and then i played Laura Croft Tomb Raider on my xbox 360 for the whole night until 9:00 and then at nine i watched Ann Coulter on fox debate with Laura W.e her name is. It was very interesting because you have to pay close attention to what their saying or you'll get lost very easily. It is sort of like having dinner at home when they have debates, its a great way to get a head start in politics hehehe. Side tracking. So anyway, I went to bed at around 11:00 (very early for me).... This morning i first woke up at 9:00 because my baby rot wieler at the mafias house,Sable, started to lick my face. Such a sweetie every time i sleep at Karma's house, Sable always sleeps right by me and watches me at night while i sleep. Its way better security then anything this country can promise you. She'll scare the shot out of you if u walk into the door but in reality she couldnt hurt a fly. The second time i woke up it was for good. The Mafia and i watched the soccer game between the US and Ghana(i hate Ghana no offense to you Ghanian people). Uggh so Ghana won even though they should not of got the stupid free kick (2-1). Ok then i watched brasil (native country along with italy)versus Japan with the Trader bastard coach that used to be on the brasilian team. Obviously brasil won ( does a bear dump in the woods). the score was (4-1).
Currently i am in the car going to my Grams house. so got to go Im stuck in traffic.
truly yours,
OvErCaSt KiDd

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to do list [22 Jun 2006|10:31pm]
[ mood | chipper ]

to do list
1. sleep
2. find a hard book but depressing
3. getting Twisted and my band to get together (tell abercrombie biotch not to tell Italian dude to join no guys)
4. get cute is what we aim for tickets at cbgb
5. get into an education school
6. get my cartellage repierced
7. download better rock and emo songs
8. get pink in my hair
9. pimp my fone
10. decorate my room
11. get stuff into garage
12. straighten my hair
13. get new eye liner
14. go to warped tour.
15. get my livejournal to be popular
17. get karma to stop smoking (BAD KARMA)
18. remember to brush my teeth
19.get new shoes(MUST)
20. tell everyone it is my birthday July 7th and that i was conceived on my sisters birthday (maybe im still figuring that out) by Mafia/ Karma and Mrs.Capone thAT is the relation THEIR MY PARENTS FOR THE SLOW PEOPLE THAT DIDNT GET IT YET.
21. poof
22. tell the ginny that i love and respect him no matter how much i love to pick on him.
23. bounce off the walls after getting wired off red bull and mountain dew.
much more!!

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Loose lips sink ships. [20 Jun 2006|12:59pm]
[ mood | accomplished ]

Hey ppl, its over cast kidd.
this is my first entry fun fun.. you guys could sell this when i become famous. Well today ima (twisted youthxx thts out to u) go to tutoring with Peter daughtery(mmm funn).. currently i am eating muffin tops... i woke up today at about 11:45 to here Ms. Capone screaming "yellow card, yellow card!". Mrs.Capone is not all that italian in fact she is a brasilian woman. Anyway  i had the weirdest dream ever...i know you guys really dont really want to hear it but w.e (whhatever 4 the oblivious)....here is goes: It seems liike i was in New York City with all my friends walking on the cracked sidewalks on the upper east side and all of a sudden all of them are gone..so me being me i started to panic... and all of a sudden i was with this really odd group of people (they kind of looked like oprah aand her girlfriend)so then we all ended up by riverside drive greaat area right...!?! heheh... so then we get to a point where we cant go any farther and a shady charater is at the gate where we can go and i guess waiting for our demise. Anyway i said those two women were my aunts and they let us through... so then we get into this park with a burning house across the street and then i notice i knew all the people in the burning townhouse they were all my friends. There were no fire trucks to be seen. I got scared and my newly aquired friends said not to worry about it. After that they kept a very close watch on me so i couldnt run away.But as soon as the friendly vigilants were busy i made a run for it and broke down the flimsy door. my friends were no where to be seen but i could here their loud but weak screams on the top floor. I finally got to thetop and saw that Oprah and her girlfriend were there and i got terrible frightened;.....  i then woke up and i noticed it all was a dream. 

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